I wanna find myself by the sea, in another’s company by the sea. I wanna go out to the pier, I’m gonna dive and have no fear cause you, you just know, you just do. Watch things on VCRs with me and talk about big love. I think we’re superstars, you say you think we are the best thing and you, you just know, you just do.

now here we are again, back from our darkest end. we’ll keep this happiness goin’ as long as we all pretend. it seems we built this from nothin’ but broken dreams. these memories we’ll forget, but that’s all that we hope to see. i got my future in this ticket. life is yours if you live it, you wish could you plan it different but fuck it that’s how you live it.

Show me peace, show me grief, show me what it means to live a life so sunk it’s not worthy to breathe. It’s too early to see, it’s too late to retreat so the ship sails on to its perfect defeat and I try to stay aboard but when it rains, it pours. I drink a bottle of the captain ‘til I wash up on shore. Don’t tell me how to live this life, I live this hell. I doubt the devil had an army until the angels fell. Now wake up.

All this time, we spent waiting around putting off all the issues too big to face in favor of the smallest of things that we could actually do. To feel as though we tried something. At least we know we did something. Hushed by the sound of your diastole. Tenuous the grasp, ‘til we were asked to leave.

heat ripples

I stared outside only to see

heat ripple the air 

above the grills.

Rippling throughout the neighboring yards.

Reminiscent of a time

when my fire burned

with intensity and vehemence.

My tank is out of gas this time,

I have everything I need,

except the fuel to burn 

hot enough to ignite my passion.

I stared at the chimneys 

only to see the smoke

contort in uneven symmetry.

perfectly sunk up to the rhythm

of the hearts inside their homes,

The fiery burning that 

withstands the harsh winds blown upon it.

Their ripples distort the view of reality.

And their waves flow freely

through the souls of those who

have been ignited.

these immaculate distortions

mask all imperfection.

Father

if you want me, then you better fucking act like it

we can make this work, but not like this.

i’ve never had the intention to make it work,

since you fucked it up in the first place.

but now i extend my hand. 

we can make amends.

but only until you decide it’s worth your time,

i’m going to be living my life,

i’m going to be living my dreams.

and you won’t be a part of it.

so tell me, where the fuck were you when i needed you most?

where the fuck were you?

i remember everything,

the messages on the phone.

the broken promises.

I remember the smell on your breath. 

i remember the stumbling,

the slurring and the rambling.

i remember the stories,

i remember everything you told me.

i remember the letters,

i remember the pictures.

i never forgot it. 

you think i couldn’t remember anything.

i don’t think you remember anything.

I remember everything,

this is our last chance to make amends,

otherwise i’ll move right past you

and you’ll just be a thought of what never was.

Aristeia- Lethal Devotion feat. Gus Farias and Diego Farias of Volumes.

As you grasp ahold of the bit of reality that’s left,

you will come to realize that what you once desired

is the virus you swore to extinguish.

Has it occurred to you to visualize what purity

may lie beyond the bounds of the atmosphere? (Of the atmosphere)

Can’t you see, you’re all a part of a program?

This waste of federal notes have you all at war.

Listen to the voices inside your head,

Let the dynamism manipulate your heart. Let it take control.

This path has been written in stone.

There isn’t liberation, this is destiny.

Apprehend the product of poverty and violence,

Witness tyranny unfold before your eyes.

The final chapter of revelation has marked it’s ground.

We’re all puppets on this final hour of judgement,

now you realize that there was never security.

Words with no meaning towards reality.

a visionary horizon, i’m here to keep it alive.

its just the lines left by your passion.

at last, with a beautiful image inside it.

they’re primary concern is to subtract the few who know the truth.

Soaring.

Loosening up, whenever I’m around you.

Soaring reverberations throughout my body. 

That day, I felt the world.

Perfection found in the midst of tragedy. 

At least I didn’t jump ship.

Let’s take a seat in the car,

I want to bring you to my core,

I have it trapped, locked from afar.

stay beside me while we soar,

Soaring

Soaring

No. Please don’t go, 

I’ve always been so alone.

I saw the possibilities,

Glowing grandeur within the monotony,

When we were soaring.

Becoming tense again never seemed so hard.

The Edge

Welcome to the edge, 

where limitless potential and unity bind,

creating the connection between separate lives.

Interconnected.

Stellar forces have aligned in our favor now,

There are no limits for us,

we are boundless, limitless.

We are capable.

Can you feel the possibilities? 

Limitless potential.

You can’t obscure this vision.

We’ll fight with all our might for it.

We won’t stand for anything less than perfection.

Our Mother.

Scouring the earth, for anything or anyone left to show me the way.

Terrain strewn with rot, 

our calloused mother has taken all she can.

she holds her remnants of a beautiful past.

abused for all too long.

Please forgive me, 

i know we are all to blame.

we all watched her hair grey,

we all seen the wrinkles set in her skin.

taking care of this many people will make anyone age faster.

we all stared as they tied her down,

and took her for everything she has.

our mother, worked her whole life only to be abused by bastard children.

but she won’t go down without a fight,

and her exit will be a tragedy for everyone.

why don’t we ever listen to our own mother?